so it's almost 2am and i'm here waiting for the stupid DVD-RW with my council campaign video to burn for the 9213491230219323012th time alone.
fml. so many things to say and then i remember this blog is public.
just in a really horrible mood right now and i want my sleep.
have i mentioned before i hate having to repeat myself?

(on a side note, please remind me to blog about yltc)

so i've missed 5 days of school and i feel like i'm lagging so far behind my whole class, and it kind of saddens me that nobody has reallyyyy tried/offered to push me forward or help me catch up. I don't want to sound like some brat and expect people to rush up and help me, because yeah, everyone has their own work too. I just kind of wished I had that one friend who is willing to help their friend. It annoys me a little. I remember choosing to come here because i heard they are very big on family spirit and stuff but maybe i was wrong.
Note to self: next time someone is sick and misses even just 1 day of school, I am going to help them catch up as much as i can. It's a horrible feeling to lag behind and nobody cares to look back unless you let out a little shout for help.

so i've officially been sick for a week now. And I don't mean my usual running nose or sore throat.
Having a fever of 39 degrees celsius for 2 days straight is no joke. I felt absolutely miserable and then only think I could do was to lie in bed and sleep. Worst part being that mum was in america and everyone else is too busy with their own lives to really care, so I mostly had to take care of myself. And that is no fun bc i didn't even have the energy to. So I saw two doctors and my fever finally died after three days so I thought myself fit enough to go to school and dramafeste that friday night.


Dramafeste was the bomb though. Made me wish I could have been there the day before as well! The cast is pretty amazing (obviously, seeing how we swept best actor, best supporting actress and best supporting actors) and the crew is equally awesome, contributing significantly to the high in LT1 :D It was pretty insane in there. We basically put the 2010 and 2011 fac dance music on repeat and we would dance and dance and dance them over and over and over again and somehow we'd never get sick of it. And then we camwhored. Haha.



The actual play was over really fast, it was pitch black backstage and backstage was so cramped with tables and chairs i kept apologising to anyone I ran into!! And luckily our play was funny, bc the audience will laugh more giving me more chances to cough away backstage. When we finally went to join the audience we realised the LT was FREAKING PACKED. Like people were bursting out of the doors and sitting on the floor and all that shit that was really cool (and literally hot)

and WE WON BEST PLAY!! Super high! But I couldn't scream at all bc of my throat infection. It's a horrible feeling! But it was amazing. Three cheer-ing for everyone and even inanimate objects haha taking forever to walk out of school bc the cast and crew put together is such a large number. But it was fun (:

but i lost my voice the next day. I was literally croaking, or nothing would come out.
I had to order dinner in that day, but I had to get my sister to call for me bc the phone operator would not have been able to understand me. Delivery man came and I attempted to say thank you and how much but nothing came out!! I think he gave me weird stares. It got a little better, then yesterday my class ran 2.4 for PE and I sat out, but started yelling and cheering them on. Which I think screwed it up again, leading me to where I am now. Home, and not going to school tomorrow again.

I NEED TO STOP MISSING LESSONS i feel so behind work and all that ////: