The world didn't have exams. Then we'd all be happier (:
But the of course there would be no need for school.
And thus no one would be educated.
And therefore there would be no... anything.

It's going to be over in a day less than 2 weeks in one hour. (:
Good luck everybody!

And I realised today how little time there is during the holiday, as compared to the amount of things that I want to do. How will it ever work? Let's see:
Prefects Camp
Invest
Training
Work Experience Programme (hopefully!)
EUROPE!

That together is already about more than half the holiday I should think.
Then there's the FUN, leisurely things I want to do, like:
New Moon!
GG marathon!
Fame!
Random outings, just for the sake of going out.

PLUS, there will obviously be a ton of homework seeing that next year I would be an old sec 4 waiting to take my 'O's D:
Why does time go by so fast. I can't imagine walking into another school's gates right now. Not that familiar jade green one that leads to a place that I could possibly have spent more time in than home.

Ah well. Enough being scared of the future. Have to get pass this EOYs well so I can get where I want to!!

So. Finished media filming SA2 yesterday.
It wasn't all that bad.
Tuesday was fun. The filming, as tiring as it was.
THANK YOU CAROLYN AND AMANDA FOR BEING MY AWESOME MAINS.
THANK YOU GAYA FOR BEING A GREAT TEACHER
THANK YOU SAMY, JY, SYDNEY, NAT, UMI, SWAPNA, TISA, JOCE, YINLING AND MELO FOR BEING WONDERFUL CALEFARE.
Haha the total amount of bloopers was so much longer than the video itself.
As cliche as the storyline is, I think the video is cool. Haha. It's got its own spunk thanks to the actresses. (:
The editing room was really FREEZING because the temperature is supposed to be low to maintain the macs or something. My hands would really be stiff and my teeth would chatter!
I'm quite glad I didn't come across a lot of trouble during my filming or anyhing.
From what I've heard,
one person together with her actresses got attacked and harrassed by a primary school kid.
one person got threatened by the security guard.
that same person's camera stopped working the day before.
one person couldn't render her video so I think she had to start all over again or something.
one person lost a tripod bag (which was later found).
That is some scary shizz and if that happened to me I would totally freak out. So thank goodness it didn't!

So now media is over, I should be really getting down and mugging. After school with huijun today was fun with random people coming to join us. Yay for rain if not I'd be all alone. :D

OMG I'M SUPER PISSEED.
AND I CAN ONLY COMPLAIN HERE.
SO. HERE GOES.

OMFG I HATE MEDIA STUDIES AND PHYSICS RIGHT NOW.
PHYSICS + MEDIA HATE EACH OTHER AND MAKE THE STUDENTS WHO TAKE THESE SUBJECTS' LIVES HELL.
PHYSICS PREMLIM EOY TEST AND MEDIA LESSON DAY BEFORE MEDIA SA2 FILMING = SAME DAY.
SO I'VE BEEN MUGGING THIS WHOLE WEEK FOR PHYSICS, 4 TIMES THIS FREAKING WEEK. 10 AND A HALF HOURS WORTH.
AND THEN I FIND OUT, THAT "OH MEDIA IS MORE IMPORTANT" SO WE WILL SKIP THIS STUPID PHYSICS TEST THAT I HAVE BEEN STUDYING MY ASS OFF FOR. AND WE WILL BE GIVEN IT ONLY TO "PRACTICE AND TRY FOR YOURSELF". FML.
ALL THIS TIME, I COULD HAVE NOT GONE FOR TUITION SO MANY TIMES MAYBE AND INSTEAD I COULD HAVE FINISHED THAT PILE OF HOMEWORK THAT IS STILL UNFINISHED RIGHT TO THIS VERY MOMENT.
AND FML. MEDIA SA2 FILMING IS IN 2 DAYS AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ON THE DAY ITSELF. HER PLANNING IS DISGUSTING. REARRANGING PEOPLE'S ORAL DAYS SO THEY WON'T CLASH, THEY REARRANGING IT AGAIN TO MAKE IT CLASH AGAIN. WTH.
AND I STILL DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TALENT FOR MY VIDEO. FML

If you read this, all the F's are not the actual F's. Think of it as fish or something.

I just realised that it was my blog's birthday like yesterday.
So,
HAPPY 6TH BIRTHDAY BLOGGY :D
and while I'm at that, might as well,
HAPPY 21ST JIEJI! :D

So, 6 years since my first post. Wow. I went back and I got my first ever post and it was this:

sup pple... My mum came home from KL today... My sisters both got 50Rm for their birthdays from my grandmother... and i didn't get anything on my
birthday!! Unfair! Auntie Tracy gave us some sachets... so cute... and nice
smelling... Her new boutique is called Eye candy... At least i think so... It is
so sad that they don't sell childrens clothes... You can go there at... in
Malaysia. Don't exactly know the address... Don't forget to credit me!!
Moi...=)

I was such a primary school kid. HAHA. I actually thought that I had to blog everyday, and if I didn't, the day I did post, I would do like a long commentary on what I did the past few days. Hell that was boring. Whoever lived through all that (it's you peili I know!), zhong cheng! Look at the number of "..."s! I know it has a name, but I don't really know what it is now. HAHA. Hmm, then it was another 3 years before I actually posted on the birthday of my blog...

=) It's finally here!! Well, was finally here. My blog's third birthday! On the same day as my sister... 10th September. Hmm... I didn't get the 300 blog posts mark that's for sure... 15 posts short. Anyway, when I told my sister that it
was going to be my blog's birthday too on that day, she was like, "I don't care about your blog's birthday! It's MY birthday! MINNEEE!!" Hees. So selfish!! Anyway, yeah. School's been pretty ok. I'd like to give a giant THANKS, ALIGATO,
XIE XIE, TERIMAH KASIH to:
Faeqa
Eunice
Tisa
Rukaya
Sha
Uli uli
Gaya
Charmaine
Ruth
Pei Wei
Manyants
Cyn
Mr Kong
Jia Ying
Vera
Swapna
And the list goes on and on... Oh yeah, FOR BEING SO NICE TO ME TODAY!! I LOVE ALL YOU PEOPLE!! =)

I remember exactly what happened that day. Haha stupid teacher scolded me and I cried for like half the day or something because everybody would keep comforting me and everytime someone did that I would start crying again. Don't even know why I was so excited that it was my blog's birthday. HAHA. And then last year I totally forgot.

I don't even know why I'm doing this. I guess it's memories. I see so many people just deleting their blogs and stuff, but I don't know if I will ever do that, because it has so much in it! 6 years of my life, massive changes. From my stupid immature ways in primary school and then secondary school... Sigh. And next year, that's it in SC. It's scary.

Life is scaring me now. D:

Back to the days when we were so young and wild and free
Nothing else matters other than you and me

21days

Ok, I told you I didn't like that blogskin so much.
HAHA.
New change.
I spent two days doing media.
And now I'm going to have FOUR FREAKING days of physics tuition this week.
Tomorrow. Friday. Sunday. (and today of course)
And then Math tuition twice this week.
Yesterday. Thursday.
Life so sucks.
And this is only two subjects!
How am I ever going to have time to study for other subjects?
i.e. SS, geog, chem.
And I spent like two days doing media homework.
D: 24 days.
AND I'M STILL HERE. Bugga.

Hmm. Changed my blogskin.
Now I'm kinda wishing I didn't.
But ah well.
I shouldn't even have been.
My plan to wake up early in the morning and then study totally backfired!
I'm so not a morning person -_-
Thank goodness for tuition.
I'd better get that study mood on when I come back!
I'm worried about exams
But I just can't bring myself to study.
How weird is that.
Sucks.
I want kinder bueno. :D

My half brother has h1n1.
My dad is forever near my half brother.
I was near my dad the whole night.
What if I get it?
I can't afford to D:
I've held on to this sickness for super long already.
But if it's anytime, I guess the September holidays are the best.
Not exactly looking forward to this week.
Or the week after.
Or any, until EOYs are over.
But oh joy, what's there to look forward to after that?
O's?
I should really learn to live life by the moment
and stop worrying about all the stupid shit life puts us through.

I don't really know how I'm feeling now. The last two days should have been amazing: Honour's Day and Prefects' Training. But somehow, it just didn't feel special, like it should have.

I had expected Honour's Day to be like the glorifying moment of the SCBT. That we would be, at this moment and day, more than ever, be bonded as a team. As one whole body together having fun, feeling proud of ourselves for getting that far. But it didn't feel that way at all. I was ditched at lunch, sitting with the juniors (not that I mind, they are really crazy), sitting near the end of the line in the hall. I thought that we would be able to keep each other company throughout the whole thing and never feel the least bit bored. I thought that after the ceremony we would go as a team to the canteen, we would eat as an entire team, we would talk, we would laugh, we would camwhore. It was nothing like that. I don't even know why. Maybe it's just me, but honour's day wasn't meaningful like I thought it would be.

I missed most of the prefects' training today, sitting in only for some committee presentations, presenting my own committee, proposal writing and dinner. Dinner was quite enjoyable I guess. But maybe I didn't fully enjoy it because I was tired. There's a new PSR, 11 of us.

Chris, Siew, Marieann, Lizzie, Vicky, Inez, Clare, Serene, Clarisa, Megan.

I'm really going to miss Nat and Liwen. ): PSR is noisier now I guess, it looks promising, but maybe it;s because right now it feels different. I'm not used to it, and it's taking some time to sink in.

Went to Island after the whole thing. I am SO tired now. And there's training tomorrow. Then tuition. Then dinner at the Ritz! (:

But life is not great. Exams in 28 days. Haven't started studying. And I need my EOY results if I want to DSA. How screwed am i?