Yesterday was horrendous.

Training was bad enough already, bad enough to make me want to do an emo post, but again I tell myself not to do it. My thighs are aching now. Greeatttt.

Yup so I go home, thinking my mum would come home after work, so I fall asleep. When she comes back, she tells me she had called my hand phone after training, but oh look! My hand phone was charging at home so she went out with her friend instead. She comes back home and then tells me she's going out again at night. Hais. So basically I just wasted another saturday away at home. As usual.

The only good thing about the day is that I was allowed to order in dinner. So i ate Macs for dinner + apple pie, and watched Cheetah Girls. But it's really quite sad that THAT'S the highlight of my day.

THEN, my mum calls home and asks if we want to go out for ice-cream, yippee! But then it turns out my aunt from Malaysia called and wanted to tell my mum that my grandaunt is in critical condition. Byebye ice-cream. Now that's like, 2 bad things all mashed up and stuffed together.

So after all that, I decide that I'll go to Malaysia with my mum, and we're supposed to leave. Today. So I have to miss training because we're supposed to leave after lunch. Also, if I go to Malaysia I'll be missing some of MAD Camp. But that's not the bad part. This morning my mum calls and tells me that we may not go to Malaysia today, and instead go tomorrow, maybe. So she's worried that I'll miss too much of camp and says maybe I don't have to go. Still not the bad part yet.

SO, if I skipped training today because I'm supposed to leave for Malaysia today and therefore can't make it, and now because that's (most probably) cancelled, WTH is she and her going to tell me? They'll start ratting on about commitment again and they just won't understand. I bet. Also, I already told Kristen that I'll probably be missing part of camp, like the first two days, and then I end up showing up on the first day, it'll be so annoying. Thank goodness I haven't told the teachers yet.

I also now have to totally repack my bag and maybe unpack my luggage. I DON'T HAVE FIVE PAIRS OF TRACK PANTS AND SHORTS THAT ARE THE SAME LENGTH AS THE SCHOOL SHORTS.

BUT, maybe I will go to Malaysia, but leave tomorrow. Then I'll miss like, 3 days of camp. Out of 4. I don't really want that though, I mean, as bad as everybody said camp was last year, I thought it was really fun. I don't really want to miss out on like, one of the biggest PB training things we're going to have. Also, on Wednesday, it'd be the Kinabalu reunion. I really want to go for that...

How has my life suddenly turned so confusing and down in a course of 24 hours?