What is a leader? Is it someone who is very helpful? Someone who knows how to get things done? Or someone who is so influential that everyone listens to him/her? If that's that case, I think I've failed as one.

I canNOT wait to finish the year and drop my position as class rep. It's hard enough being a class rep or a prefect, but juggling both? I don't think so. This actually has nothing much to do with juggling both though. I'm just thinking, I may be able to help with all the big stuff for the class like push-cart and things like that, but if I can't even get the class to hand in acknowledgement slips/homework on time or get them to keep quiet for more than 20 seconds, what type of a class rep am I?

Sure, being a class rep/prefect has its perks but honestly, I don't really like having to take nearly all the responsibility. When the class is noisy, "Where's the class rep/prefects?", when the class doesn't hand in work, "Where's the class rep/prefects?" Yay for me, I'm both. Because of that, I've been scolded thrice already this year. To tell you the truth, it sucks like crazy. I'm getting used to it though. After a while it just doesn't sink in I guess. I tell myself over and over again it's not ALL my fault but it really is, isn't it? If only there was a way...